Merdeville mardi le 20 novembre 2001

Need some more coffee. My lovely Hasselblad's   lying there waiting for me, but I don't really care. As long as I'm sick I can't find any reason why I should do something, and I have been sick for a long long while now (suits me well). Big painting in the studio is waiting to be finished but to paint requires wine, and wine makes me even more sick, kind of a stupid situation, eh? Don't wanna work. Don't wanna live. Don't wanna die. Just wanna make some more coffee...
And now...coffee!!! Still I feel as miserable as the one in that song by The Boys ("Terminal Love" that is). Have to get outta here and do something else, whatever...