Yep, another night in the studio, trying to create something, but everything's too heavy right now. SMS from Nina, makes me feel a little better, I'm not totally isolated then. Pills for my back, a lot of them, and frankly, they make me feel a little better, lot of codeine, and other pills so I can sleep, and no more red wine, no money, but at least I got enough cigarettes to live through the night, and since I've stopped eating...well...
Water and pills and cigarettes, that'll do for a while, and then maybe another girl, or maybe not, maybe death is a better solution, it's definitely final...
For sure, I want to sleep now...