Woaw, my life is suddenly quite different, no TV, no windows, no food (frankly, realized I'm getting hungry, but of course rock'n'roll kids don't eat, so...) , bought 3 packets of cigarettes for my last money, no wine, just a computer in front of me, and it really bores me to death, started painting a demon, head is so empty, hm, SMS... Cryptic message from Vera. Waiting for an answer. Me with a mobile phone, so strange it feels, but of course, I do not longer have a "regular" phone and no longer internet, and fuck, what do I got? Nina's tired, at home watching vampires on the television. Been here in the studio for about one week (except for some sessions down at the local place where all strange people meet), working with homepages, working with texts for an exhibition catalogue...SMS again... Hm, 22:57, waiting for the next message, a totally new experience for me, learning all the time!!! Running out of painkillers, that's bad, but my back's a little better since two days, sad enough can't I say the same about my soul... Telephone, Vera again...OK, I'll meet her downtown 23:30 so she can buy me something to drink, quite a nice girl she is. Hope my back survives the walk...