Alors, time to wake up! Well, woke up at 7 this morning, so I'm fuckin' tired. Went to a café with Nina, made me feel a little better (it's my fuckin' birthday today). Now I don't know what to do, no money, no phonecalls. Hope to receive letter from Martha next week. Now coffee and cigarettes. Last month I've been doing nothin', staring into the walls, too tired. Need somewhere to live, fast! Need money, a lot of money. S'pose I need sex too, but I don't care anymore. Wonder if there will be another birthday after this one; I'm not quite sure of that, not if life continues this way. Well, it's springtime and days are longer (but it doesn't matter so much when you're living in a cave, no windows, no daylight). OK, bye...