Now living at friends place (he's gone for a while), nice weather until yesterday, drinking beer because I'm not s'posed to do that, think I'll have another one before I leave, it's almost 11 & I have enough money to drink at least one beer at the bar, so...whatever!!! Nice appartment, can see the cathedral from here, can see the daylight for some hours... Another beer, they give me pills that increases the effect of alcohol, stupid fellows, but I don't care, s'pose a doctor can't be a doctor and an intellectual at the same fuckin' time... Another beer, another Camel, hello, hooray, think I'm getting a bit drunk now, think I will paint other people's paintings for a while and die when I least suspect it. Yeah!!! And Helena is sad about something, if it's a crush I'll laugh forever, if not I feel sorry for her (at least I made her a little birthday present). I just want to have something to do...