Is this what's called love? Have been seeing her so many times lately, and when I'm without her I get restless. Too much partying last month, decided to take a break from that now, not meeting that lovely girl for a little while. I'm so afraid she will hurt me, and she certainly will sooner or later, but that'll be the day. Something strange is happening to me while we're having sex, cant recognize the feeling from my past; must have had sex with at least 60 different girls, but this is different (mon coeur mis a nu). Have to do something, don't know what, crying, waiting, hoping...