Well, I don't feel good today, have to get some money fast, haven't paid the rent, and that is a problem. And no coffee in the studio, that's another problem as I'm trying to wake up. Long night with strange dreams, but at least I slept most of it. And I haven't heard from Boel for 2 days, but so what, I've seen her a lot during the last week. My fuckin' body hurts everywhere since this party-weekend, and then there's my fuckin' bronchitis, kills me, but it's hard to quit smoking (frankly, I've never been trying to do that). Have to find some webjob or sell a painting, fuck, hate to be poor, and by now I've been it for a long time. Oh, can't think today. Have to get a phone and make some calls...