Sorrow and pain! Don't know what to do, don't know if I want her back or not, don't know anything right now. Yeah, I lost her; was quite sure there was a chance I could get her back, but now I'm not so sure; maybe if I'll meet her alone, no people around. We are playing a vicious game, I'm trying to hide my tears, but still I'm crying inside. Yeah, I do love her. Think I will go downtown, need something to do. Too much pills the last week, but right now I need them, can't stand the pain. Maybe I should find another girl, just another one night stand, but I don't want to. Don't know what she is doing to me. And today it's 15 years since I met Dalhia at the Gibus, time goes by, don't wanna grow old, don't wanna feel sad...