Things are looking good. Vera just left my apartment; I'm so happy to see her again, last time I saw her must have been in June last year. And last night I kissed dear Boel for the first time since the end of June (this year), and the night before she phoned me (sad enough I was asleep). The endless party continues. I'm happy again after... Then Tomas arrived. Well, anyway, I feel OK, I will live for another day...