Another morning, and too many things to do. Well, it's not cold outside and I still got some cash, I'll survive for another day. But still there's too many things to do, and no time; since I don't sleep at night I'm too tired. Anyway, trying too get in shape, must paint for my exhibition (but frankly, I'm not sure I need to, seems like I got some stuff in my studio and there's more stuff arriving from Norway). And no lovers, I don't have time for that. Started reading again today, Simenon and Vian, and I watch Oz every night (if I'm not out drinking, trying to stay at home 6 nights a week). Have been having computer problems since last summer, hate fuckin' computers by now! Do I need some more coffee? Or do I need a glass of wine? No, no reason to drink wine today, had such an evil hangover a few days ago; never again! Think I have a Coca-Cola in the fridge, but no, more coffee, no wine, no feelings, no future... And no heart and no feelings and no love! Woaw, now I'm bored...