Strange days. All of a sudden people seems to be around again. Yesterday was tough, but I liked it. Boel woke me up after 1,5 hours of sleep early in the morning (went to sleep at 5 after eating a coulple of Valiums), so we were lying together naked watching "Arizona Dream" and stuff on DVD, and strange enough didn't have sex (when two people are naked they're supposed to have sex, or maybe I'm wrong), quite a nice feeling to feel her skin again, it was 3 months ago last time; then we went out drinking wine and vodka and Fernet Branca and stuff and there was a lot of people around. Went home early, was fuckin' tired, still tired, now drinking a glass of wine wondering what to do tonight. Maybe I should make some coffee...