Nikki Sudden est mort!!! Il est "up there in heaven", merde, merde, putain de merde!!! Nikki, kiss the angels from me...

And I can't help but cry out load...'cause there's too many problems for a boy who looks like me...too many problems too many dreams... Nikki Sudden est mort...

...and then we got drunk and fucked (me and Petra that is, not me and Nikki), first time since...when (?)...and I have too fuck some more until day's over...so...baby-lover-darling, where are you? Well, I don't complain...

Need to get some more info 'bout Nikki, don't have access to fuckin' net right now, didn't have it in the 80's,
have to call Vian(de)...