Morning, or rather evening, drinking coffee, in a hurry I s'pose, Petra want candy (& I can't deny her that). Nohing happens, but it seems like I will receice some money on monday, first time since almost 3 months (except for about 100€ + 50€ + 50€ + 80€ i managed to get from different sources). So I went out with Alex and we ended up at Palermo where I got fuckin' drunk and met people I haven't seen for months (strange to meet Boel even if she phoned me a few days before, but since then I haven't heard anything from her), then some kind of small party at our place and in the morning we went to A. & J. where I tried a substitute for domestic animals, since then I haven't done much. Feeling a little better, weather has been OK, it's summer, at least daytime, & I've done some things I should've done a long time ago. Well, another cigarette & the last of the coffee before I leave to go buy candy. Endless nights, no television (it broke about one week ago), but I don't care so much as long as I have pills to amuse me (but now I'm out of such things, pity). Well, me gotta go...

Yeah, I got money!!! And it's summer & now Petra's awake & - fuck - I think we have to go down to Veneric (or wherever) & drink some heavy stuff. This is a different kind of state than that I had the greater part of last monday (felt like I was into an eternal orgasm), but the pleasure of it is equal. I'm kind of dizzy...